КоТ128 - Что я делал тем летом
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I got lost that spring, when everything was complicated
Like a dream, I was carried away, shivering to the core
It's both impossible and possible, it will get easier for me later
Maybe, write an album and draw the cover

And the breakup is strange nonetheless
I understood that these feelings were somehow false
That I'm still the same, but for some reason it bothers me a lot
In short, it's complicated, forgotten, burned, secretly on the road

Time to shoot my mp3 series
So that you can see it yourself, so that she can see it herself
How I got stuck in the negatives, my true gloomy story
How the neighborhood saved me, and also delivered it to you

Nothing was written, imagine
A reason for burdens, as if the old threads were broken
I became a little suspicious, and the weather is like in St. Petersburg
Everything is relative, the question is how to get out of this

I mixed the old demos, uploaded them
Minus one, I didn't really manage, although I tried
It seems normal, although I don't like so much there
In terms of sound and lyrics, that's how the melancholic's album came out

It seems decent, the atmosphere of my own stories
But everything is not right there, that's how my sad story album came out
That was before, but here, as if by an unknown force
The verses didn't come, and I stopped recording demos

Depression, and it's no longer fun
There are no new songs, and it became so uninteresting
I wandered around the area, to a place of power
People wrote to me in private messages, asking when the new singles would be released?

And when will the new album be released? My familiar, painfully small microphone, was gathering dust at the base
Besides that, let me remind you, the diploma defense was coming up
I was supposedly preparing, but at the same time, my tolerance increased

I wouldn't say that the breakup was the reason
Rather, it was the last straw that sent me for repairs
The damage was significant, I reproached myself for a long time
I blamed myself for many things, for being so hung up on a girl for so long

A split in ACR, how could it be otherwise?
I was determined to preserve this squad to the very end
Different goals, I ended up as an appendage to the burdens
The chains broke, since we don't value friendship anymore

Two are in the negative, and that's how they stayed
"Kot, move on solo," I heard from somewhere
Do I have any strength left, and she smiles sweetly at me
Lord, have mercy on me, like from the underworld

And what? Time passed, weeks flew by
Waiting out the storm, I randomly stared at the TV
Diploma defense, I became a lawyer, and a little higher
A little better, absorbed in work at the office

My own office in the center
I started working, fees and percentages started flowing in
All in all, I set the price, filtered it for my goals
My concert without a stage, and that's how the fierce album came out

It exceeded expectations at once
People wrote in private messages, "I wish you would release more stories"
"More sad colors, well done, brother"
"Let's record the second one, and release it right away"

Motivation, to express myself in paragraphs
They sent beats, just so I wouldn't stop doing it
Thank you for your opinions, I want to write something more painful
Between recordings and discussions, that's how my album Last Pain came out

Sad rap on the speakers, and what's the result?
Many people liked my streams of thought
I'm writing an album, then another one, I'm releasing problems
Gaps in time, longing, and everything that hurts