От юности моея - Отец
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Father

Behind the wall of hopelessness and drunken confidence
Suddenly I became aware
That the feeling is not inherent to me
Day after day, night after night, I began to be absorbed into myself.
What used to give strength and patience
It became something alien to me
That which decided the fate of the intricacies
It’s become completely different now
Behind the wall of regrets and soul-searching
They opened up an old wound for me
What was previously not available to me
Now it's like a trap
There are no smiles around, everything has become gray
And it is impossible to cure this disease

I devour myself hour by hour, there is no end to this captivity
God, I ask you, at least for a second, let me see my father!
He will tell me, because he once gave me life!
It’s a pity that he himself, succumbing to his vices, did not preserve his own!
I devour myself hour by hour, there is no end to this captivity
God, I ask you, at least for a second, let me see my father!