EDvad - Фрустрация
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I didn't know how poor I was back then.
It turned out I didn't understand a thing about money.
I worked until dawn, earned like a slacker.
To hell with the fuss if I'm stuck in one place.
As a child, I thought everything would be simple.
A naive, ignorant teenager.
Just work, and everything will definitely come true.
I'll save up for my dream, and everything will be colorful.

Like a stargazer, I looked at the stars.
I imagined how rich I would be, how I would become an adult.
The risk of going broke, of being left in the past.
The rosy light didn't seem false.
Dreams fade, and pockets are empty.
In a rented apartment, renovating the Union.
On this railway, sometimes empty, sometimes thick.
Living until payday, how Russian.
I've been through everything: anger and acceptance.
Lack of dreams, stress, and apathy.
No escape, it's a curse.
Only a miracle or a hug will save me.
Further, it gets worse; work is a habit.
Although it seemed so to me. The weather is great
I started saving, hunting is comical
Now my life is like a train wreck

My whole life is a silent movie
Frame after frame, everything has been gray for a long time
Every day is like any other
Today is work, tomorrow is night and lights out
My whole life is a silent movie
Frame after frame, everything has been gray for a long time
Every day is like any other
Today is work, tomorrow is night and lights out

Every day is like any other
Today is work

And even then I didn't care
I still wanted to get on the same page
I wanted to get a track record and break into the top
To have my own business, to know my way around like a pro
Time burns like matches...
I'm lying in bed, unable to sleep because I'm so unaccustomed
How inconvenient, I hope I don't fall into sleep
I wish I had money and could go abroad
I've been through everything: anger and acceptance
Lack of dreams, stress and apathy
No Breaking free is a curse
Only a miracle or a hug will save me
It gets worse, work is a habit
Although the weather seemed perfect to me
I started saving, the hunt is comical
Now my life is a commuter train walk

My whole life is a silent movie
Frame by frame, everything has been gray for a long time
Every day is like any other
Today is work, tomorrow is night and lights out
My whole life is a silent movie
Frame by frame, everything has been gray for a long time
Every day is like any other
Today is work, tomorrow is night and lights out

I was at a dead end...
What should I do, how can I live my life easily?
And even then I wanted to be on the beat
What should I discuss, the problems are in my head
The solution was right there in front of me
Why should I wait, I'll just leave
That's the whole point, I lived like I was delirious
My path now is to live, to live the way I want