Hard Point - Not What I Wanted
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This is not what I wanted
This is not what I wanted
How many times can I repeat the same thing?
Will it make any difference?

Life ain’t really forgiving
I’m done waiting, believe me
No more chances, no more mistakes
I won’t tolerate whatever gets in my way

Everytime
I get on with my life
I end up with the feeling
I can’t make it through the night

Everytime
I put it on the line
My whole being goes crazy as the choices I deny

Not what I wanted
Not what I wanted
This is what you wanted
You

This is not what I wanted
This is not what I wanted
How many times can I repeat the same thing?
Will it make any difference?

Life ain’t really forgiving
I’m done waiting, believe me
No more chances, no more mistakes
I won’t tolerate whatever gets in my way

I know my worth and all the things I can do
Even though they try their best to make me not want to
The child is gone but the adult won't come
Wasting body and mind, waiting for someone
To come and tell me that I'm needed that I have what it takes
That I can make it past all my past mistakes
This is not what I wanted, not what I wanted to be, but I still keep chasing the dream

Not what I wanted
Not what I wanted
This is what you wanted
You

How many times can I repeat the same thing?
How many times, How many times?
How many times am I supposed to repeat the exact same thing?
How many times, How many times?
How many times can I repeat the same thing?
How many times, How many times?

Not what I wanted
Not what I wanted
This is what you wanted