kradness - Totemo Itai Itagaritai
текст песни

Music title: とても痛い痛がりたい
English music title: It Hurts A Lot, I Want To Feel Hurt / It's Very Painful. I Want to Be in Pain
Romaji music title: Totemo Itai Itagaritai

Music & Lyrics written, Voice edited by EZFG
Music arranged by EZFG
Singer(s): VY1 MIZKI, VY2 勇馬 (Yuuma)

English Lyrics (translated by animeyay)：

What's painful？ Why is it painful？ Why do I want to be in this much pain？
What's painful？ Why is it painful？ Why do I want to be in this much pain？
What's painful？ Why is it painful？ Why do I want to be in this much pain？
What's painful？ Why is it painful？ Why do I want to be in this much pain？

It's already painful. It's very painful. Why is it this much painful？
Ah it's painful. I want to let you know. I only want you to know.
It's already agonizing. It's very agonizing. Why is it this much agonizing？
I want to see you. I want to see you. This area of my chest feels very painful.

I was the one who caused the pain. I inflicted many injuries upon myself.
They will eventually go away if I leave them be, but the pain is too great to ignore.

Once I've locked myself away I can't see anything. I'm the only one to comprehend this pain.
This is so very unreasonable and unfair! Someone please understand my anguish already!

Stay away. Stay away. Don't stir me up like that.
Don't worry. Don't worry. Don't shriek to me about every little thing.
Go away. Go away. Yes, I'll disappear sooner or later.
So just pretend to be fine and put up with all of it.

It's already painful. It's very painful. Why is it this much painful？
Ah it's painful. I want to let you know. I only want you to know.
It's already agonizing. It's very agonizing. Why is it this much agonizing？
I want to see you. I want to see you. This area of my chest feels very painful.

I've done it again. I have yet to pinpoint the cause.
An arrogant jerk is throwing his weight around. My wounds are stinging, throbbing, and numbing.
If I keep my mouth shut no one would find out. No one but I would understand this pain.
So I will not scream. I will not make a ruckus. I will live an empty life.

Oh yes. Oh yes. Everything will be fine if you just put up with it.
Please do that. Please do that. Please keep deceiving yourself.
Fly away. Fly away. I will send some signs to you this time.
If you keep acting so tough, you'll tire yourself out, you know？

I'll manipulate my brain into thinking that the pain is actually ecstasy.
Without any limit, I want to complete it avidly.
BUT once I come to an impasse and experience a setback, I begin reflecting seriously.
It is impossible for me to rewind time and only slow-replay the good parts
in an futile attempt to evade God.

Just what is, just what is, the thing hidden behind your pain？
If you can't take it, if you can't take it, then please properly ask for help.

It's almost time, it's almost time, for my job here to be done.
Very soon, very soon, I will release you from this pain.
However, however, I want you to think about me from time to time.
If you should ever forget me, I will appear before you again. Don't get carried away now.
Even just for a little bit, please take care.

It's gone. It's nowhere to be found. That bastard is nowhere to be seen.
That pain no longer exists anywhere. There's nothing agonizing anymore.
It's gone. It's nowhere to be found. You are nowhere to be seen.
Although my pain should have disappeared, although there shouldn't be anything agonizing anymore,

I feel agonized. For some reason I'm agonized. Why do I feel so much agonized？
This is something I looked forward to, but why do I feel that something is lacking？
It's already painful. It's very painful. This time something feels very painful.
Although I shouldn't feel any pain anymore, this area of my chest feels very painful again.

What's painful？ Why is it painful？ Why is it this much painful？
What's painful？ Why is it painful？ Why do I want to be in this much pain？
What's painful？ Why is it painful？ Why is it this much painful？
What's painful？ Why is it painful？ Why do I want to be in this much pain？

English Lyrics (translated by vgboy / vgperson)：

What's hurting me？ Why does it hurt？
Why am I so hurting to hurt？

Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
Why does it hurt so bad as this？
Ah, I want to tell you how much it hurts,
I want you to be the only one to know

Oh, it's awful, so very awful
Why does it feel so bad as this？
I want you, it's you I want
The pain's right here in my chest...

Yes, I was the one who did it
Yes, I've wounded myself
It goes away naturally when I leave it be,
But this pain just keeps coming back

When I close my eyes, all I know
Are the things I can't see
It's unreasonable to the extreme
Someone must know my anguish...

Don't come near, don't come here
Don't let it get you so excited
Don't mind, don't pay it any mind
Just stop shouting your head off

Go away, go away, yes,
I'll be gone into thin air soon enough,
So feign normalcy, and put up with...
it.

Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
Why does it hurt so bad as this？
Ah, I want to tell you how much it hurts,
I want you to be the only one to know

Oh, it's awful, so very awful
Why does it feel so bad as this？
I want you, it's you I want
The pain's right here in my chest...

Well, it's happened again
I can't pin down the cause
I'm being hit with a big one now;
The pain's a aching, a throbbing, a buzzing...

If I keep quiet, no one will ever know
No one but me will have a clue
So I won't shout, I won't cause chaos,
And I'll keep leading an uneventful life...

Yes, that's right, you've got it,
Just put up with it, and it'll clear right up
Just do that, keep it up,
Keep fooling yourself with that

Fly away, fly away, well,
I'll send a sign from my side
Bluffing all the time is so tiring, isn't...
it？

With the brain, one can make even pain into pleasure;
Greedy from boundless possibility, they'll want to do it all;
BUT
Getting into a rut looking back,
Rewinding back through time,
Slow-motion replaying the good parts,
Trying to avoid God -
It can't be done.

Your pain, yes, your pain - what is it that it's hiding？
If it can't be done, if it can't, of course you'll seek help...
right？

Soon, yes, soon enough,
My duty too will be concluded
Because finally, at long last,
I'll be able to liberate you

But, hm, yes, let's see,
Since you'll want to remember at times,
I'll show myself again when you've forgotten
So don't get too full of yourself,
And take just the slightest bit of care...
okay？

It's gone, nowhere,
I can't find it anywhere at all
The pain is all gone now,
No more hardship anymore

You're gone, nowhere,
I can't find you anywhere at all
But the pain should be gone with you,
And the hardship should be gone...!

It still hurts, why does it hurt？
What could be paining me so terribly？
This is just what I was waiting for,
So what about it feels so unfulfilling？

Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
What hurts so much this time？
It shouldn't hurt anymore, but...
The awful pain's right here in my chest...

What's hurting me？ Why does it hurt？
Why am I so hurting to hurt？

Romaji lyrics (transliterated by vgboy / vgperson)：

Nani ga itai nande itai
Doushite konna ni itagaritai

Mou itai totemo itai
Doushite konna ni totemo itai
Aa itai kimi ni tsutaetai
Kimi ni dake wa tsutaete okitai

Mou tsurai totemo tsurai
Doushite konna ni totemo tsurai
Aitai kimi ni aitai
Mune no kono hen ga totemo itai

Kikakke wa jibun datta no desu
Kizu o tsukete shimatta no desu
Houtte okeba shizen shoumetsu demo
Itami ga ichiichi shuchou shite kuru yo

Tojiteitara nanimo mienai
Natta mono ni shika wakaranai
Sonna no rifujin kiwamarinai yo
Dareka boku no kurushimi o shitte yo

Koonaide koonaide
Sonna ni shigeki o ataenaide
Donmai desu donmai desu
Ichiichi wameki chirasanaide

Goo auei goo auei sou
Watashi wa sono uchi kiesaru yo dakara
Heiki na furi shite taekitte
Yo

Mou itai totemo itai
Doushite konna ni totemo itai
Aa itai kimi ni tsutaetai
Kimi ni dake wa tsutaete okitai

Mou tsurai totemo tsurai
Doushite konna ni totemo tsurai
Aitai kimi ni aitai
Mune no kono hen ga totemo itai

Mata dekita no desu
Genin tokutei dekimasen
Dekai yatsu ga nosabatteimasu
Itami ga hirihiri zukizuki biribiri

Damatteireba shirarenai
Boku igai ni wa wakaranai
Dakara sakebanai namikaze tatenai
Nanimo nai mama no raifu o okuru

Sou da ne sou da ne
Anata ga taereba sumu koto dakara ne
Sou yatte sou yatte
Jibun o gomakashi tsudzukete

Furai auei furai auei mou
Watashi no hou kara sain o okuru
Tsoyogari bakari ja tsukareru de
Sho

Nounai de sousa shite itami sae kairaku to kashite
Saigen nante nakute yokubari de konpuriito shitakute
BUT
Tsunde tonza shite mouhansei
Sugita jikan makimodoshite
Ii toko dake suroo saisei
Kami kaihi chatte nante
Muri da yo ne

Itami ni ne itami ni ne kakusareteru no wa nan desho ne
Muri nara ne muri nara ne chanto tasuke o motomete
Ne

Sorosoro ne sorosoro ne
Watashi no