Lida - Медляк
текст песни

I'll quit drinking and using forever
I'll quit loving the wrong people forever
I haven't forgiven myself for
Fucking you at fast-casual discos
I feel tired even though I just woke up
Among the chaos and drained bodies
But you won't be among them
And I'll hide in my emptiness again
When winter came and the whole city emptied
The daggers of cold felled everyone again
I fell asleep at home alone
And the radiators cried onto the concrete
In the guys, I saw dust and nothing else
Reading these whores, I saw emptiness
The only thing I haven't forgotten is your voice
It's killing my psyche every day
I started drinking like a beast again
But you don't care, I fell asleep alone again
And that means I fell asleep in shit again
I smoked all the nicotine and drank all the alcohol
Only bad dreams, because in reality, too, there's only pain
I started drinking like a beast again
But you don't care, I I fell asleep alone again
Which means I fell asleep in the shit again
I smoked all the nicotine and drank all the alcohol
Only bad dreams, because in reality there's only pain too
I howl at the moon like a lone wolf
It's sad, period, sad, period
It's raining outside, it's slushy outside
It's a dark night and I want to cry
I have no more strength and I'm completely drained
The smell of freedom doesn't smell very good
Smoke and fumes at Lydia's house
No one will see the tears on my cheeks
I drank like a beast again
But you don't care, I fell asleep alone again
Which means I fell asleep in the shit again
I smoked all the nicotine and drank all the alcohol
Only bad dreams, because in reality there's only pain too
I drank like a beast again
But you don't care, I fell asleep alone again
Which means I fell asleep in the shit again
I smoked all the nicotine and drank all the alcohol Alcohol
Only bad dreams, because in reality there's only pain