Гакупо - Paranoid Doll
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torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro ugokenaku naru
jibun no kimochi* sae mienai me wo somuketeru
te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou you ni
tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga

"tsugou no ii youni ikireba ii yo"
"kurushii nante iwasenai kara"

mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku

jiyuu wo motomete wa tadoritsukezu
ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru
karada ga kirisakare itami ni kiete iku
kioku mo negai mo
setsunaku irozuki hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu
BOKU WA PARANOIA

tsunagareta teashi kakusareta hitomi no naka ni
omoidasu ano omokage wa maboroshi nanoka

"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo"
"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"

tewatasareru kindan no akai mi

jibunrashisa nante wakaranakute
kako ni shibarare kurikaesu
toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni "ano mi wo kudasai"
te ni iretai mono wo tsukamenakute
kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
kizutsuite shimatta mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
BOKU WA PARANOIA

unadareru kubi
kikoenai mimi
sakebenai nodo
ugokenai ashi
kore ga genjitsu ga yume kawaranai
demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita

kurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara
nandomo jibun wo mitsuketeru
migite ni nokoru akai iro BARABARA no chouchou
konomama nemurazu ni aruki tsuzukereba
itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?
yuku te ni kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai
BOKU WA PARANOIA
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Without a destination, the captive heart no longer moves
Not even my own emotions can be seen by those averted eyes.
Like a butterfly caught in the palm of a hand
Flying is impossible

"It's okay to live however you'd like
"I won't let you say it's painful."

Temptation whispers close to the ears

Following this road while searching for freedom
In the reality of which there's no where to belong
Staring at the map that no longer satisfies me
Until the body is torn apart and I disappear into pain
With both memories and desires sadly colored,
The left hand has a wound that can't be forgotten
I am paranoia

Drudging on with these limbs, hidden inside these eyes
I remember: was that image an illusion?

"It'd be easier to throw everything away."
"The pain will change to pleasure."

Handing over the forbidden red fruit...

Not understanding what is becoming of myself
Tied to the past, I repeat myself
Realizing it was time's fault, I say
"Give me that fruit."
Not being able to catch that desired thing,
The wounds never disappear, only increase
I've realized it now, leaving behind this unknown world
I am paranoia

A hanging neck,
Ears that can't hear,
A throat that can't shout,
Unmovable feet
Is this a dream or reality? I don't know
But you definitely stared at me

While struggling in the darkness
No matter how many times I find myself
All that remains in my right hand are the remains of a butterfly
At this rate I'll continue walking without sleep
When will I ever get there?
I can see this path with your footprints. I can no longer return
I am paranoia