Голландский Штурвал - Существо
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After the corporate party
I still wanted to catch up
We ordered a taxi
And they took away those who remained
These were my friends
And the silent lady
When it became clear that everyone was already asleep
I took her hand and led her to the bathroom

I saw a sad look
Like from a medieval fresco
The wall was reflected in it
We didn't say a word to each other
Only the whisper of water
Hiding traces of wet dreams
When we went to bed
I wanted to turn away from her

The morning gets harsh
Everybody left. I'm starting to get nervous
And I offend you with an awkward gesture
Your secret girl

I play sad songs for her
I put it into routine
I read her books about death
I'm throwing away my vitamins
I'm sitting on the edge of the bed
I'm hitting the wall with my head
And I squeeze my eyelids with my hands
Help me become a kind and bright person