Saucy Boy - Em
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So sorry I wasn’t there
Just want you to know I care
I know I didn’t understand your love was up in the air
And I
Miss the times that we walked in the valley
-20 degrees but you still had me
Right By your side
And I wasn’t gonna lie
When you told me how you felt right down deep inside
You were something so different
The person to listen
Falling down a hole you started the rescue mission
Now it feels like I’m in bad dream
I can’t wake from
Caught by surprise the end of your life it came from
Insecure about my art you pushed me to make some
Never gonna forget the memories you make of
You became a part of my life the day you Walked in
Stayed up to dawn most days when we were talking
You made me laugh till I cried the way that you mocked him
Got smoke in our eyes got high till we were coughing
You always turned trauma into good humour
You loved my art so much you wanted me to tutor
Held your hand when it was cold waiting for the Uber
And I still feel the tight grip as mine got looser
You told me you could take the pain
Cuz you're a trooper
But I knew in my brain that I would be the abuser
Wish it didn’t take people dying to realize what we got
You always said to focus on me and never what I’m not
I hold that close to my heart cuz you’re always in my thoughts
T H O T S cuz u said it a lot
The way you spoke always made me smile
A feeling of ease that I hadn’t really felt in a while
You always told me that you really loved my style
We were so close but it still felt like miles
I wish I knew that then
That I would lose my friend
That’s something I’ll never forget, in my life again
Just last week we were making summer plans
Doing all the prep work way in advance
You told me that you would be up in my area
Checked my schedule n it met my criteria
I was so excited for our reunion
Cuz we never lost touch through all our movements
Even though I was never really in your blueprint
But When it came to my language you spoke fluent
I had never ever met such a bright soul
Your passing happened attached with a high toll
This should be easy but it ain’t quite so
Reading old conversations where’d the time go?
You said You were gonna come right back to Van
N I was gonna show you all the paintings I had
Maybe one with your name on it when I send you back
Should’ve just f*cking gave u one when I had the chance
But now times like this got me thinking bout past
So go n Raise a glass to all the great times we had
And try to live the moment while the moment still lasts
N try to focus on the motions that devoted you to ask
You always said you wanted me to paint your name
So I
Went and did it at my f*cking favorite place
I know you’re still here, n at times I can feel it
It just sucks now you’ll probably never see it
I swear You always knew what to believe in
Standing up for what’s right fighting with reason
N You always spoke up about change
Which is pretty hard where we live in this day n age
N you never had fear
No you had courage
But you did it so sincere
With the way you made the verdict
N It all became clear when you saved that souvenir
When I stayed at your place you wanted to reappear
So you
Kept my glasses, n said “come grab em”
But I Got distracted so it never happened
And I wish that I did so much different
Cuz maybe then my friend would be still living man
We had so much to experience together you and I
We could fly to the pyramids or forever to in sky
I know you’re looking down and you’re watching over of us
I wish I never kept my feeling always bottled up
It’s been about a week it’s felt like a year
Still wishing that I’ll wake up from this nightmare
See a message on my phone to remind me that you're still here
And that your soul never lifted out the atmosphere
You left a hole in my heart when you left this earth
N I don’t where to start so don’t make me go first
I was living in a bubble and I think that bubble burst
Busy getting into trouble when the rubble turned to dirt
You would think I would know now but I never learn
Everybody dies but in the end it wasn’t your turn
So I’m
Really hoping I’m praying you hear this song
Read along
Just to know I never meant to do you wrong
Nah
I miss you every single day
In every single way
You grace, your laughter
N The smile on your face
And all the sad days you said everything would be okay
Emma I’ma cherish all our memories to my grave
Even though most of your friends don’t know my name
But uh
That’s okay they’re not really to blame
I know when I see you next You’ll probably say the same
Everything’s okay at the end of the day
Rest in paradise to that beautiful pair of eyes
Not everyone survives not everyone’s alive
N it’s hard to describe what we feel down inside
Ill emphasize that we’re all gonna be alright
A new day begins when it all sinks in
I don’t wanna relapse but I might give in
Cuz I’m addicted to thinking about all the ‘what if’s’
N Maybe if we hung out more or something
This ones all for you I hope some day that we meet again
And maybe one day you can guide me to the promise land
Emma MacArthur yo I won’t forget
Ur alive in us inside though physically overhead
Forever in our hearts and memories in our heads
I hope you know now how much you truly meant
This is me signing off so I hope you get the message
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