Shoohey - If
текст песни

Original song by 無力P (MuryokuP)

Walking this path, touching the walls,
I lay asleep and then wake up
I’m not sure if tomorrow will come once again
The moment that I realized
This form of mine was ending soon
I started to cry out for life again

If only these two feet of mine were
Free to run around
I’d take a running start outside of this room, away

If only these two arms of mine were
Free to move around
I’d try to reach out to someone close to me

If only someone named God were here
What good would he be to me?
I’ll hold on to these pulsing strings that I need

I feel this pain, it hurts me so
But even then, I want to live
On tranquil nights I can’t seem to sleep peacefully
The very day I realized
This form of mine was ending soon
I let myself be born a second time

There’s no hope left
Tomorrow will never come
Guess there’s nothing left but to wait for dawn to come

No what-ifs no what-ifs no what-ifs no what-ifs
I have to accept these paths of fate

Just let the end come
Let the pain melt away once and for all
No going back now

I feel this pain, it hurts me so
But even then, I want to live
On tranquil nights I can’t seem to sleep peacefully
An endless count of short-lived “ifs” were cutting through the sound of the
Machine that graphed the beat of my heart

Being born here, waking up now, I sleep again and after that
What could there be waiting at the end, I wonder?
I see these dreams of countless “ifs” fading away to pieces as
The endless night goes on in gentle darkness

No way out, I waited for my last breath
Waiting for the red rays of morning to come
I’m waiting for the red rays of mor-