ЖЕСТЬ - Я сгорела
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I crash against the walls of dirty houses
While life drags you into its cycle
I don't even have the strength to get out of bed
Chained by debts, work, obligations
And at night the voices are deafening with hysteria
And reality mixed with my nightmares
Nothing brings euphoria
And there is not a place on the body without scars
And there's no point in trying to get out anymore
After all, I'm being pulled into the swamp again
I'm the only one I can rely on
Because I'm scared to trust people

I'm burned out
I'm dying
I'm disappearing
Without a trace
Got sick
Fears gnaw at me
And all my pain is patched up

I don't recognize the reflection in the mirror
Upsetting others, I remember again
Like before I was a squirrel in a wheel
I was spinning and wanted to take over everything
But my thoughts are confused, my feelings are broken
Now every day is like yesterday
I try to notice, but I forget again
And I think that life is a game

I'm burned out
I'm dying
I'm disappearing
Going crazy from sadness
Got sick
And all my fears
And all my thoughts are now a prison for me

Why is everything so the same?
Why?
I'm fucking scared
I'm scared

Hello?
Hello, hello, this is the rescue service, how can I help you?
Nothing, probably
I don't exist anymore
It's hard for me to breathe, it's hard to think, it's hard to be
Or maybe it won't exist anymore
Billions of flies are eating me from inside
They don't care
Don't you care?
You?
Who will save me?
When even I can’t help myself?
Who?
Hello, I can’t hear you, speak up louder
Hello
Hello?

I'm burned out
I'm dying
No consciousness
My life is fading away
Everything around turns to dust