тема креста - что исус имел в виду
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I lived and did not ask the question why and who and who
I asked my mother the name of the planet on which we live
Earth - Mom answered, such a banal word
I am nervous, I ask again, was it really impossible to come up with something new for the planet
We get on the bus, go to church, today they will baptize me
The priest will cut off the hair, it will pour water on me
I came home, on the table lies in terrible binding of the Law of God
Such a dirty book that the hands must be washed after, not before, otherwise the skin will deteriorate
They hung a cross on the neck never to remove
they talked about some prayers I did not understand anything
I look at a crucified person
Save and Save on the back is engraved
From everything blows a dead unpleasant
or on the contrary, something too played
Died grandfather probably did not wear a cross
or just memory failed prayers, did not remember the difficult
The next memory has passed the year
I'm sitting with my grandmother, my mother screams out of context, I understand that God
this badly lodged lodged, I stand taking off the cross I put in my pocket
The next morning in kindergarten in hysteria I tell my cellmates about deception
a little later, God good, this grandmother joined the sectarians
but just in case I decide so far no one should believe in anyone so as not to suddenly upset my mother
In the second grade I catch the first outbreaks of fear
I pray for a picture with Maria Virgo
I feel cleansed, but not for long
another grandfather decides to die
In the fifth grade, the mother deceived, and she found out somehow
The great -grandmother of the guests in the doorway said softly:
"Because you do not wear a cross, your demons live inside.
Look at my secretary daughter, do not become an enemy of the family! "
In upset feelings, I went to look for him so he is small
Save and save I put on the neck and a year later I will drown it in the sink
(pause)
In the 11th grade I am losing my mind with fear of death
I ask my mother to help me - she forbids me to think about it
I look at classmates - everyone in the coffin is seen
I do not understand the world order why only the exams are primarily important
Why will my body decompose a solid cold load in the ground
how to lie in the coffin I stopped being able to sleep on my back
I read the Bible Jesus suffers love and create good
I breathe on his covenant and try to get rid of fear, everything should be simple, easy
I go to church, from the smell of incense, I am fainted, there are no salvation, old women with tumors suffer on my knees, running to the zoo, touch the living, beat myself in the face in the very place of the patient, I forgot to say a stand with books accidentally demolished my hip, my hip, my thigh, The grandmother in a scarf with candles called me the devil, I look at the sky, the earth is close, they call an ambulance, they are helpless, in a hurry to call mom, time belts, she is in another city, mother, why did you give birth to a wonderful nature, full of evil,
In the tongue two pills of sleeping pills, I go to the doctor in the morning, the doctor advises you to have sex more often, probably this Jesus meant.