BlAcK BoY StYlE - Опустошение
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I leaf through the pages of life as a notebook painted with lines
I sort out the days and remember the happy clock
The past is oppressed, but the present must be accepted
Resentment and anger to put with him on the same scales ...
I hide my pain behind black glasses
Your face froze before my eyes
We were together, but we became enemies
Now you live only in letters and words ...
I know that you can’t wipe your memory
Even cigarette smoke will not console
I'm not waiting and you don't wait for me
And now you are walking with another ...
Sadness in the shower and emptiness inside
I'm always tired of being humble
Now she will burn in the fire
But I still can’t forget her ...
I will not wait long
There is no more time and effort
It's so hard for me to understand
When I already cooled down to her ...
Why did he awarded with suffering
Put bargains in the way
From love you fenced me
I pray the Lord, let go of it rather ...
In the mirrors I often see a look
The look is cold and alien
Voice whisper wrap back
But there is no one behind me ...
I will accept the devastation in the soul
Let me lose sleep and score days
Let there be no forgiveness to me
I don't pursue her already ...
How you chased before you
How I tried to forgive her again
But the other cares quietly
And this does not allow to live peacefully ...
So it hurts just to remember
As acute razor in thin veins
I leaf through a notebook painted with lines
With scarlet blood on concrete walls ...
There is only one silence around me
Everything in the district is sincerely silent
The moon warms the earth with dull light
And the heart is barely knocking in the chest ...
The body groans and rejoices fear
Every breath is hard
I see her in my dreams
As if there is no other ...
I cry softly in the gazebo at night
The scream breaks out with the languor
How many tears I will spend more
To be with you at least a moment ...
Through his devastation
I ask the sky inspiration
To write about it again
In his lines, a notebook ...