Future Ex, Кадвач - хочу мечтать remix
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I am tormented by nightmares;
I am afraid to go to sleep.
So alien and cold
Has my warm bed become.
Anxieties devour my mind;
I simply want to dream.
But fears shackle my hands—
And I cannot tame them.

It is six in the morning,
And I haven't gone to bed.
I am trembling all over again
From panic attacks.
One after another,
Tears stream down my cheeks;
Visions of unfulfilled dreams come to haunt me.

Why, in the Moscow summer,
Is it colder than in winter?
Even at dawn, the city
Is shrouded in a thick, unbroken gloom.
Why has my own bedroom
Become my personal prison?
And where is he—when I need him most—
That most fairytale of heroes?

Leave your phantasmagoria and dreams for your children.
Smoke them out, burn them up—along with a pack of cigarettes.
Tear your teddy bears into tiny shreds.
Grip tighter around the neck—and strangle the child within.

How can one dream?
When everything
Presses down and suffocates?
What is there to breathe?
The noose has been pulled tighter still.

Tell me, what is there to dream of
When you are a sullen adult?
As you descend from the heavens to the earth,
The "difficult age" sets in.
Do not burn with childish purpose;
You are your mom and dad's pride.
Do you still believe? It’s Just Immaturity

It’s almost seven in the morning.
Outside the window, dawn smolders.
The brightest of cities—
One where I no longer exist.
A chill pierces my body;
There is no warmth left within me.
In the sky, the last star
Is slowly fading away.

I am tormented by nightmares;
I am afraid to go to sleep.
My once-warm bed
Has become so alien and cold.
Anxieties devour my mind;
I long simply to dream—
But fears shackle my hands,
And I cannot rein them in.

It is six in the morning,
And I still haven't gone to bed.
I am trembling all over again,
racked by panic attacks.
One after another,
Tears stream down my cheeks,
As I am visited by visions
Of dreams that never came true.