trutaler - FUTURE
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We know we shouldn't, yet we harbor grudges
Right beneath our hearts—and we act like we’re strong.
It’s killing us, though—you know—not quickly;
And I just can’t bring myself to believe in anyone else’s "cinema."

New lives, new paths of growth—
Is that what you want? No—no, you don’t.
For your totalitarian regimes—
They’ve remained unchanged for years on end, haven't they?

We spent so long grieving over life—
Get this—and then, just like that, it ended.
To whom can we say "I’m sorry" now?
We didn't even know our own handwriting.

We didn't even know our own minds;
From childhood, we were taught *not* to know them.
And, in that same breath, to renounce our own feelings—
There were few "gingerbreads," and far too many lashes.

Pity myself? Hey—no. I’ll face my fears instead.
Pity myself? No—I’ll face my fears, after all.

These gloomy days—they are truly *mine*;
So why, then, do I run away from them?
For they are—to the point of pain—so honest with me.
Look there—a flame burns; it is my own spark.
Good luck to you all, my naive ones...
You know what? Oh—actually, never mind.
Every ship finds its own harbor in the end.
Hey—after all, some people just aren't meant to change their principles.