Downcast - Hope
текст песни

It lays before me.

I will live and die as all humanity has.
I will live with unrealized potential.
I will die in vain.
I will live with unjustified privilege.
I will die unfulfilled.
I will live and die and love and cry quietly and unnoticed.

I will have bled, upset my pathetic life
in constant confusion.
I will have searched, realized that the truth never existed
while it lay undiscovered before me.

I will have learned
dumped by a false truth that all is irrelevant.
I will have cowered
incapacitated by an instilled fear.

I will have hated, known the fury and the motivation of it.
I will have despaired, daily destroyed by my own futility.
I will have bled, drank vital from humanity because of my birth.
I will have consumed, killed for my own waste and greed.

I will have loved, revered the joy and the pain of it.
I will have produced, felt the slavery and the empowerment of it.
I will have cared, consumed on occasion by compassion and guilt.
I will have marveled, awed by nature and its life.

I love life (I love you).

It will be done soon now.
One more sublime waste in all its grandeur.
A nothing requiem will lay testament to a nothing life.
I, one more unknown, will rise and fall in anonymity